My Testimony, My Walk...
Posted: Sunday, January 03, 2010
by Alessandro Monte
My testimony, my walk...
I came to USA on March 4 1986, two years later got married and was very happy for 12 years, me and my ex always said that we wanted to bring up our kids in church, she fail out of love I fail out of hope after my marriage failed and really broke my heart, I carried a lot of guilty and sorrow in my back, my cross, so I made a choice to be alone so I could not hurt anyone else, for the coming years my heart exchange love for lust, anything to cover the pain and the reality, moved to Florida where i was lucky enough to get my boys and became a full time single father, but before that I was asked to work as a bouncer in a gentleman's club, I took the job as I just didn't think they were any worst than me, I use to worked two jobs 6 days a week, my night off was Wednesday night where because of my lil sister i started to go to church and on Sunday morning, it was the hardest time in my life as i knew too much to live in a sinful world, and enjoyed too much the drinking, the lust, the power I had and just dated a lot, as my Pastor use to teach, I had a hard rocky ground in my heart and took a wile to become fertile, at the time i was making about 100 thousand a year, life was a big party, but all came crushing down, I got lay off, and lost all I had after 9 months with out being able to find anything.
crying her heart out as she knew that message was for me, she stood behind me laying hands on my back, as he came close to my head i felt something i never felt before, like a strong shock from my head to my toes, I said nothing just cried, went home and spent the rest of that Sunday in my bedroom trying to understand what had just happened, after that day my life started to make a new turn, I constantly and often study God's words and one night as I was sleeping, when around 5am I was waken by a man's voice saying wake up and read John 3:30, I ignored the first two times, I thought i was just dreaming, the third time I was kind of pushed up and the voice was stronger, no need to say I was very scared and didn't even know if John 3:30 existed, I turned the light on and found it, just to see that there are 3 Johns in the Bible only one 3:30 and it said , YOU MUST DECREASE SO THAT GOD CAN INCREASE, I was very confuse as I had lost everything I had, was hurting and than away from my boys, and trying desperately to get to them, and failing over and over, right there I realized why, stopped to figure things out as my brother in law told me just leave in God's hand, I did, the following week I was surfing channels when I came across the 700 club for some reason I stopped, and the man was talking about healing, so I joked saying that if others can get healed so could I, my back was hurt with a few bulging disks and partly disable I could not seat right in church for over 15 minutes and I was planing on a 20 hour drive to be with my boys, I was worried, didn't know how I could, so the man in TV started to describe perfectly how I was laying down in my bed, where both of my hands were, described both of my symptoms, and than said that at that moment God was healing my back, and that now I could go on my trip in peace, 6 months later I feel no pain in my back, I'm healed, I now have a very personal relation with God, I often get straight answers to the questions I ask God about it, I pray, ask a question to God with closed eyes, and open the bible and get perfect specific answers to my questions, I also feel other peoples pain, and they tend to get healed after, in the way to Connecticut to finally be with my boys, about 3 hrs out I was driving about 80 miles an hr. singing and praising when out of nowhere I started to see a movie of and about my life in the future, I saw my sons older in their 20s, me all Gray hair, speaking with to a lot of people, an entire message about family, kids, marriage, I still remember everything, it was not a church at least didn't look like one, all these wile driving on the highway what it seemed to be over an hour long, but in reality maybe was all done with in seconds, I just saw the road, it was as clear as day, I can't explain that either, I just know it happened and right than I knew Gods plan for me, thanks to my Pastor who always said ask God to show you as simple as can be, and He would, and He did. Besides this there are a lot more but I'll leave here for now, I just want you all to know that if all this and a lot more happened to a lost soul who gave up in love and life in general, it can happened to you, its all based in your now faith, your believe, ask and you shall receive, believe in Him and seek Him with all your heart, mind, and soul, and you will find Him, these words have a whole new meaning to me, I trust God's every word, I believe, and even though I know that I'll fall, I now can say for sure that my faith will never fail. This is a part of my testimony, my life, my mistakes, my salvation, my rewards
and the best is still to come and so are yours...
Today 0n January 03 of 2010 I can say to you that I have seeing more miracles in my life and in the life of others around me, people on intensive care with only 30% of lung capacity and lowering come back and better with in days, friends, FAITH CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS, IT CAN DO THINGS WE CAN NOT IMAGINE, BUT WE SHOULD JUST BELIEVE!
God bless !!!!
Alessandro Monte. 01/03/2010
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